Fork in the road

have been at this fork for awhile.
need to pick a path
should we stay or go
leaving friends like family behind
settling for the mediocre
have to make choices for our kids
have to start again
have to trust God to protect us as we venture out
have to trust He will make the choice clear
we have not failed
God had us there for a reason
we have learned and been cared for by Him and them
but realizing that we are in the same family regaredless of where we go

i guess the choice is beginning to become clear
it's just scary
starting again at this point in our lives is hard
still not sure
but hopeful and trustin God will make it clear

blowing my nose
all day long i'm blowing my nose
this is the first year that my allergies are making me sneeze.
it used to be just sinus headaches
now it is sneezing, blowing, and plugged up ears.
THIS STINKS!!!
one of the downsides of life in the Central Valley.
its the prettiest time of the year
clean air, cooler temps, beautiful blossoms
but allergies make you too tired to enjoy it.
I'm off to take a zrytec.

slow healing

Well, I'm back off my foot. SOOO FRUSTRATING!!! The incision is vertical from the right under my toes across the ball of my foot, so when I walk I flex my foot and put pressure on the incision.
I have either develop a blister on the incision that has opened up, or the incision is opening up a bit. It is healed underneath but not completely on top. So back on crutches I go. I'm going to get a scooter later today but until it arrives I'll use crutches. I HATE CRUTCHES!! So awkward and uncomfortable. Oh well! What is the alternative? There is none!!!

here is how i spent my day today.
I can't get the courage to move out of the easy mode
but , as they say in Guitar Hero, " I ROCK"!!!
i even played with a friend online.
so cool to have the friend on speaker phone
and be playing the same game on the Wii.
the internet didn't even exist for the general public
until after i was married.
back when i was a kid you had to look up information
in encyclopedias, or the dictionary.
you couldn't be connected to the outside world every waking minute.
don't get me wrong , I love technology, but sometimes i get nostolgic for simpler times.
And then i pick up Guitar Hero and that all vanishes.

owie cam

warning: healing incision revealed.

video blog

testing....