Wednesday, November 7, 2007

exhaustion

my eyelids weighed 2 tons today
pinching myself in BSF today
dozing on the couch
napping on my bed.
snoring
STILL TIRED

i know why and i hate the reason.
my whole life is now broken up in which week or day it is
my cycle

ovulating day (yes i feel it)
grumpy & irritable week
tired day
upset stomach day
cramp days
PERIOD
10 days
good normal week and a half
start all over

hate emotions and feelings hormone induced
why cant i be me all the time
love no birth control
hate natural cycles
womanhood has its perks
this isn't one of them

1 comment:

z007mom said...

I have empathy for you.
Maybe all together I might have a "normal" week and a half.
Is this part of the curse of Eve? Why isn't it shared equally among us women? I know a few people I'd like to curse with my cycle! lol! They are the same ones who lost all their pregnancy weight by the time they were released from the hospital!!
I hope your good week is close!
:)