february blahs

i think i need to make a new rule
plan a fun trip in Februrary
every year.
this is the time of year that i just have the blahs
its cold
its dark
nothing to watch or cheer for.
Christmas vacation long gone
summer so far away
i just want to hibernate but with kids you cant
so i end up having bad attitude about going anywhere
do we have to go to Awana tonight?
quiz practice again?

this is when the "less of me" is hard
less of me more of you Lord!
if i do what i want, or try to do it in my strength
Bad Attitude- Failure
but if i do what i think i dont want but let God work thru me
He blesses that.
Start Awana in a bad mood
End Awana praising God for the girls and the joy of Christian fellowship.
Hate going to quiz practice
LOVE watching my kids compete and seeing the blessings of them knowing God's Word.

SO the solution for the blahs is either a great trip
which i STILL think i will plan :)
or
more time in the Word and in service.
Less of me and more of You